It is official, I now have reached that dreaded pre-mobilization moment when you have to ask your self "What the hell are you doing!?!" I think it hit me around 11:00pm when my son started crying that he did not want me to leave. That then triggered my wife, which almost started me going. I had hoped that after talking it over with Nathan tomorrow, but I think we all needed a good cry and to just get things out of our system. I explained to Nathan why I was going away, and I think that he understands now. He told me that he was going to be sad, but it was good for me to be sad sometimes, and he knew it was ok for he and mommy to be sad sometimes too. I am amazed everyday how much he understands what is going on around him.
Sorry for the disconnected sap, but I needed to write this.
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